That Damn Role Player

The constant pulling is more than I can bear. I do not know where I am being pulled to but the sensation keeps me awake at night, drives through my mind during the day. I feel as if I am going mad.

 Perhaps I am. Perhaps this strange land which I have found myself in is affecting my stability. The loneliness still beats upon me. The pulling tears me apart from within. Chicken and Daega, though I love them dearly, are not very good company. I talk to them nonetheless, just to hear a voice. I would return to Thunder Bluff to stay if not for the pulling.

Some nights it becomes too much to bear. I cannot sleep, I cannot eat. I wander trying to follow it but cannot find my way. I must find a solution soon before I go mad.

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