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The damage is done. Their world is broken. They weep and I comfort them as I would my own. I hear the pain and loss, I feel it in their souls and I weep for them as well. The wounds to this world go deep. The damage has changed much of their world and it will never be the same. It cannot be undone.

It shames me to admit that in a dark, wicked corner of my heart I cannot feel for their pain as much as I should. Our world went through this and worse. Draenor is nothing but crumbles drifting in the nether. Though broken, theirs is still complete. They did not understand the loss we had endured. The horror and deaths. They did not want to understand these things.

Now they do.

And a dark, wicked corner of my soul that I am ashamed to have and will never admit to others…. Is glad they now understand our pain.

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I hope this time it is for a while. In a nutshell: Had issues, had to move in with someone for 30 days before another move. Moved 1000 miles, got a new job, had to find a new place to live, and all the lovely time and money consumption that goes with all that!

I’m back now and trying to figure out where I and my darlings fit in this new shattered world. Posting will resume shortly!

Nau (and the gang)

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….knocks us down and repeatedly beats our face into the concrete.

In a nutshell, things have gone to hell for me yet again. After circumstances led to it being necessary for me to move out from where I was living I’ve had to make an unexpected drive of 800 miles to leave my cats with my dad to take care of for a while. After that I will be staying with someone kind enough to offer me a bed for the next month until I make the move myself. Where I will be staying there is no internet. So I will be out of game and offline for the foreseeable future.

I have one more Ithrene story snippet in my head based on an event in game if my stress level will let me actually write but I don’t guarantee anything.

So for now, I will be off tending to my crappy life and will hopefully get to return to something resembling stability before Christmas.

Thanks to my friends, my readers, and everyone that has touched my life recently through WoW and beyond.

<3 Nau

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Grit still burned her eyes and the acrid smell of smoke lingered in Ithrene’s clothing and armor. Wearily she ambled from the gryphon master to her small apartment in Dwarven District. She’d spent the last several days working in the Searing Gorge and felt every ache, burn and bruise as she moved. KaeAskavi seemed as tired as she and dragged along beside her, his head hung low as he walked. At the moment she wanted nothing more than a long, hot soak at the bathhouse and an even longer nap. She felt like she could sleep for days. She patted Kae and watched puffs of soot come out of his once white fur and shook her head. He needed a bath too. And a good brushing. Patting her pouch and feeling the extra coin she’d earned while in the gorge she decided to pay the stable to handle it. Kae deserved some extra pampering and they would do an excellent job.

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You know, generally we only hear stories of the rotten customer service experience. Having worked in customer service I know that road travels both ways. Sometimes the customer is the butthead and the agent really does all they can to help and gets heaps and heaps of undeserved abuse. So I thought I would share my recent experience with Blizzard Customer Service.

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(( I was going to save this until Monday but I spent so much time giggling over it myself I couldn’t wait. I hope you all enjoy it as much as I did! -Nau

PS- click the pictures to see them full size! ))

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Soot buildup on the warped and bubbled glass of the window couldn’t completely obscure the view of the Boomstick Tavern. Ithrene leaned against the window frame of the small room she rented in the Dwarven District of Stormwind watching the street and the pub idly. Traffic was light today and there was none coming in and out of the tavern this early. It would pick up later. The light from lanterns would shine out the windows into pools on the street, the sound of hearty laughter and music would creep from the building touching those within hearing distance. She was pretty sure she’d be able to hear it from her small room.

KaeAskavi, the huge white bear that followed her and was her closest companion, ambled over and leaned heavily against her. She absently dug her fingers into his ruff to scratch him. He growled in pleasure and let his eyes drift shut. The room seemed considerably smaller with both him and Cubby, Kae’s offspring, there but she wouldn’t make them sleep out in the street. It wasn’t right. And Cubby was still too young to understand danger. He might just amble off after the first weirdo he saw and she’d never see him again. She missed the big room she’d had at the manor but there were so few others there anymore. Many of the rooms had dust covers draped over the furniture, the windows shuttered and locked. It just seemed…. Abandoned. Sad. Even the Lady had left. Gone off to become a Warmage.

Perhaps that was part of what contributed to Ithrene’s loneliness lately. A home that used to bustle with friends and family, used to be filled with laughter and friendly voices, now just echoed. Some of the staff still remained and were friendly enough, but never seemed to warm up completely with those who fought. Their reverence always made Ithrene nervous though the Lady seemed to take it in stride.

Then she met the Boomsticks. She had known Fjuinen for some time already. And the sound of his voice always sent a curious little shiver down her spine. When he mentioned the Boomsticks tavern she thought that might be a good place to catch sight of him more often. Though she couldn’t bring herself to talk to him for very long. She always got so nervous and ended up rambling on about Kae.

But when she arrived that first time at the pub she realized quickly that she didn’t just feel comfortable among them, but welcome as well. They treated her with respect despite her youth and were quite friendly. She found herself returning less often to see Fjuinen and more just to enjoy the company of all of the Boomsticks. They even put up with Kae and his nasty bear odors.

Then something happened that completely knocked the wind out of her. She heard the Boomsticks were gathering someplace called Shadowmoon Valley. She had contacts in Shattrath City already through some creative work with a mage and knew it was on Draenor so she set out to join them. Not entirely sure she would be able to, due to her lack of experience. However she did manage to get close enough and when Fjuinen found out she was coming, rushed out to pick her up on his mammoth and carry her to Wildhammer Stronghold. Her heart still fluttered a little about that!

A few of the Boomsticks seemed surprised that she actually made it there in one piece and after seeing some of the things that wandered that dark, acrid valley, Ithrene was a bit surprised herself. However with a laugh, Corise handed her a mug when she arrived and said, “Gal your age willin’ to come all the way out to Shadowmoon Valley for the sake o’ boozin’ it up with us… ya got a standin’ invitation to the Boomsticks any time ya want, far’s I’m concerned.”

It was all she could do to keep from asking for a tabard right then and there. She spent the rest of the evening feeling like she was floating. Later as she thought about it she wondered how serious Corise had been though. After all Ithrene was young, unskilled and Corise had been drinking pretty heavily. But Ithrene clung to that feeling of belonging letting it warm her heart for days afterward.

Even after they invited her to listen in to their channel on the buzzbox, she began to doubt the sincerity of the offer. What would they want with her? She had nothing to offer. Maybe after they learned more about her or after she gained more skills and experience she could be one of them. Perhaps Corise just meant that she could apply when she had gained more skills. That made a great deal more sense to Ithrene.

Until Homrend firmly reiterated the same message over the buzzbox channel. The leader of the Boomsticks himself said that! She felt giddy all over. But still she wondered what she could offer. There were so many who were so much more skilled than she. So much stronger and tougher.

Of course she never let her lack of experience stand in the way of other things. That was precisely what happened the night she ended up stumbling to her sister’s doorstep looking for a place to sleep. During a gathering at the pub a box that had been left there was opened and found to contain a bloody and tattered Boomstick tabard. After some discussion and a determination of whom it belonged to, a group decided to head out to Light’s Hope Chapel to look for Salakayin. She immediately volunteered. She couldn’t, in good conscience, stand aside when one of the Boomsticks was in trouble.

Perhaps volunteering for such a mission hadn’t been the wisest thing she’d ever done. She didn’t fully understand half of what went on except that a Boomstick was hurt and some human female “paladin” seemed to be the cause. Though she’d never seen a human strong enough to toss around so many Boomsticks before. Foolishly (her Pap would say) Ithrene jumped into the fray and found herself thrown aside like nothing so much as a cheap rag doll. She liked to think she at least provided a distraction so someone else could take her down.

Unlikely, but a little daydreaming never hurt. However she had gotten pretty battered in the process. Her mail armor wasn’t up to that kind of beating. The healers had clucked and fussed at her when they found out the story and she’d growled at them until they let her leave after they bandaged up the worst of it. She should have known she would get the same treatment from her sister.

What shocked her most were Homrend’s parting words to her as she clutched her hearthstone to depart. “Lass, y’r now an honorary Boomstick f’r what ye done tonight.”

Ithrene wiped at moisture creeping from her eyes as she continued to stare out the window at the Boomstick Tavern. She could never tell him how much those words meant to her. These Boomsticks were becoming as important to her as family. Maybe she really did belong with them. Maybe it wasn’t all about what she could do for them, but how she fit with them. And how much she cared. She knew she would do anything for the Boomsticks. Maybe that’s all that was needed.

She smiled as she wrapped one arm around Kae and hugged his huge head close. He rumbled affectionately and nuzzled his mistress. “Ah thin’ Ah foun’ us a new family, Kae. Ah really thin’ Ah have.”

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Ithrene woke to a cold nose on her neck and the sound of someone in the room. She carefully moved her hand to where her rifle should be and started when all she felt was the smooth cotton sheet. KaeAskavi huffed in curiosity sensing her sudden tension and she realized he wouldn’t be so calm if there was truly a threat to either of them.

“So y’r finally awake, eh?” She turned her aching head slowly to the sound of her sister’s voice as she approached the bed. Evelene shook her head and set a steaming mug on the table beside the bed. “Damned healer n’er shoul’ ha’ let ye leave th’ temple las’ nigh’. Ah’m still worried ‘bout tha’ lump on y’r noggin.”

Ithrene rubbed at her crusty eyes and slowly sat up, using the gesture to hide her grimace of pain. Normally she would stay in bed and rest off the beating she’d taken the day before but she didn’t really want her older sister fussing over her today. “Ah’m fine. T’weren’ tha’ bad, really.”

“Nae tha’ bad??!!” Evvie rounded on her and pointed an accusing finger at her. “Y’r eye is still swollen an’ y’r lucky ye din’ lose it! Ye coulnae har’ly stan’ when ye showed up a’ m’door an’ tha’ was AFTER they was done healin’ ye! An’ ye spen’ all nigh’ hollerin’ ‘bout demons an’ undead an’ th’ like, thrashin’ aboot in y’r sleep!”

With a shrug, Ithrene reached for the steaming mug and sipped at the soothing brew within. “Happens sometimes,” she muttered.

Evvie snorted. “Seems t’ be happenin’ t’ ye a lot lately.”

“Ye dun knoo’ wha’ its like oot’ there, Evvie,” she said after several moments and drinking down most of the brew. “There’s battles t’ be fough’ and folks t’ figh’ f’r an’ protect.”

“Ye dun thin’ Ah understan’ tha’?” She replied very quietly, her face drawing up angrily. “Ah unnerstan’ quite well. Me own Hamdel taugh’ me tha’ an’ Ah los’ ‘im t’ them same battles. Like Ah’m afraid Ah’m goin’ t’ lose ye. Ye take too many chances, Ith. Ye shoulda stayed at the temple. Learned wha—“

“Dun ye start!” Ithrene leapt to her feet so fast her head swam for a moment but her hand on Kae’s shoulder steadied her. “Ah din’ belon’ a’ th’ temple. Ah’m nae Arlene an’ will ne’er be! Ye shoul’ knoo’ better’n annaeone th’ need t’ fin’ y’r own place! Y’r a bloody ACCOUNTANT f’r Light’s sake! An’ Ah remember th’ ragin’ fit Pap had o’er tha’ so dun ye start tellin’ me wha’ Ah shoul’ha done!” She snatched up her cloak and stomped toward the door of Evvie’s small apartment in Stormwind. Kae followed close behind her, rumbling and growling in confusion and concern.

“Ith! Damn y’r eyes! Ah jes’ worry tha’ y’r bitin’ off more’n ye can chew! Ith!!”

Ithrene ignored her sister’s calls as she climbed onto the back of her ram, Billy and charged through the streets of Stormwind.

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The past couple weeks (or more) the blogging has been sporadic and lackluster at best, finally trickling down to none in the last week. My apologies for this to the few people that actually read this blog. Honestly I’ve been having a great deal of difficulty working up the energy or desire to write.

Some of you are aware that recently my stress levels have been way way way beyond excessive and my moods have been pretty…. moody. Rather than inflict them on others that really shouldn’t have to deal with me being emo (and likely don’t want to anyway) I’ve just backed away from everything.

Looming in the near future I have a physical move of over 800 miles. And as stressful as that sounds, it will actually lessen some of the stress I have been under lately. However during that process (which isn’t happening RAIT NAU but will be before the end of the year) it is not likely I will be in game or doing anything with this blog.

I do have one character that is talking and so until that time I will be trying to write some fluff posts for her. Nothing deep and meaningful but a bit of light entertainment. I should start posting those before the end of the week. Light RP posts, though, are about all I’m feeling up to right now.

Again, my apologies and hopefully I will be able to get back up to speed before too long.

Nau

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Hopefully everyone had fun with the last RP Challenge! This week’s can be as difficult or as easy as you like. I hope that everyone will at least make it somewhere in the middle.

Thursday RP Challenge for July 29, 2010: Sweet Emote-ion!

This week your challenge is to emote something at 10 strangers over the period of a week. It could be something as simple as a nod as you pass them in the street or as complex as blowing your nose on their shirt sleeve… as long as it is IC! Now sure, it isn’t very difficult to just walk past someone and nod. So maybe try something that encourages interaction? How about bumping into them in the street? Staring at them as they sit at that table? Be creative! The choices are endless!

Remember, they must be strangers. Someone you have not interacted with previously. It’s a big server! That shouldn’t be too hard!

Come on back next week and lets talk about how it went!

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